Woke up on the sofa this morning. Mr Ex stayed over last night, and I let him sleep upstairs in the bed. Truth be told, even though he left me, I still feel alot of guilt about the break up. So when he stays over here about twice a week I let him have the bed and sleep on the sofa. It can’t be nice to have to come to your own house to see your children and wonder whether you should knock on the door when you come around…

Anyways, so I woke on the sofa and decided to stay on the sofa for a while in the morning. The kids weren’t here so I decided just to laze around a while. Laid on the sofa snuggled in my quilt wearing only my panties under the quilt for a few hours. So so so comfy.

Chatted with Mr E for a few hours as has become usual. Had a laugh telling him about a few weeks ago when I decided that he wasn’t my type. Told him that the intense talk the other day was unnecessary. I told him about my logicality and how I’d weighed up his pros and cons! After I said that, I felt the need to let him know that I had also weighed up my own pros and cons. Took me a good while to go through them all. Things feel much better now that we have made the deal and both understand that the other knows that nothing will ever happen in the real world. Makes me feel a little better about the things I share with Mr E.