After receiving the text message this morning, I lay in bed for an hour awake, just not quite knowing what to do with myself. My phone started ringing and it was Maisie. I answered and she just wanted to check up what time I wanted to see the movie with her tomorrow. I told her she could pick and let me know. She asked if I was OK, and I told her about Mr Ex and his new girlfriend. She was quiet for a little while and then said that she couldn’t believe it. I told her it was no big deal and that if anything it just means that I can move on now and know that there’s no going back. She asked if anything else was bothering me, I said not at all. She asked if she could call me at about one on on her lunch break. I said OK….

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Awoke just now to a text message on my phone. It was sent at 2.29am…

“Sorry its late bt i think u shwld know I hav started seeing someone. Amy. Been seein her 4 few weeks now. Don’t want lie2u anymore and I didnt want u find out from sum1 else. sorry.”

A few things are going through my mind at present. 1: I’m glad I put my phone on silent and that that didn’t wake me up last night because I may not have been able to sleep again in a hurry.  2: Find out from someone else?! Like I didn’t already have a suspicion. 3: I guess it really is over. 4: Do I really care? 5: Jeez, I know it’s a text, but for flip’s sake. am I the ONLY one in the world who tries to write in english, even in text messages?

I’m not hurt, I’m not even surprised. Maybe a little relieved if anything. But I am finding myself hating men just that little bit more this morning.

So, I finished up my business in the city which went very well, thankyou for asking. As I was waiting for the train, I had a phone call from my Mum – in tears about something that happened over the weekend with Boo and SB. Apparently SB was nasty to Mum and Boo didn’t do anything about it. As I tried to placate her I got the feeling that she must have had a bad day to still be upset over it when it happened on Saturday. Mum had to go because someone was on the other phone, and straightaway, Boo called me. It became clear that each knew the other had been talking to me, and wanted to get their side of the story in first.

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