So, I was chatting with Mr E about Louie and he said that Louie would turn up at my house as soon as he gets back from Spain. I made some off the cuff comment about how if he did it was cool, because I’ll just have sex with him and then kick him out afterwards. Mr E asked if I would be able to do that. I told him that I wouldn’t do it, but that I must admit that I find myself wanting to have sex again, but not actually take the route of feelings and relationships…..

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So today is Wednesday and what a mad few days I have had. The weekend provided alot of twists and turns, including having a mental argument with Mr Ex. Why he’s been spending so much time here, I don’t know but getting under my feet and under my skin is what he’s doing and I’ve just about had enough of it. I sense trouble in paradise with he and Amy, and I don’t give a shit. I’ve moved on from wishing he would see me in that way again. Pfffft. I’m movin’ on up… and he’s movin’ on out. Oh yeh!!

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So yesterday was a busy (not) day. Yet again, my children were not here. As it is the summer holidays all the extended family seem to be fighting over who gets to take them here and there on what day! Well, yesterday – Mr Ex took the day off work and took them somewhere for a day of fun with Mr Ex’s parents…

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Today was a weird day again. I spent time chatting with Mr E as is usual. Did you guys know that I do actually talk to other people? On messenger I speak to other people. Mr E is never the only person I am chatting with, and yet I have noticed that I never find reason to write about Kel, or Kathy, Jon or Mike, FlyBoy or Gemini. Strange. Maybe because conversations with them are usually made up of talking purely about them, and their lives aren’t the most interesting. Apart from FlyBoy, who sat and had a drink with Lewis Hamilton the other week in the VIP lounge at the airport…

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So yesterday was a fab day. I awoke home alone again, as Mr Ex and the children are still away. I got up, went for a run, came in showered and preened myself a little bit, did some cleaning in the house and then got ready to go to the gym. It was a sunny day yesterday, so I wore my running skirt rather than my trousers. I made sure I looked effortlessly beautiful as is always the look I am aiming for, grabbed my bag and headed out….

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OK, so still recovering from the Louie revelations last night. I am trying to convince myself that I am not NOT starting to like him. And, even if I am, I won’t let it carry on. Did you know one of my bad habits? I run away from complex situations. Must be the runner in me. Louie is amazing, and gorgeous and everything else, and in himself there are far more pros than cons, but he comes into my life at a shocking time…..

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So Keeley was here at about 6.45 on the bus. She gave me a big tin of chocolates and a congratulations card. Our other two friends were here by about 7 or just after, and again gave me a load of chocolate as a congratulations present. We all decided to walk into the village which is all of two minutes on foot and have a few at the local pub. Sounded like a fab idea…. (more…)

So I am of the opinion that Wednesdays are pretty crazy days, and today? No exception…..

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Well I couldn’t sleep on Monday night.. just too hard. For some reason Mr E was texting well into the night, I’d sent him a picture and he hadn’t replied until gone 2am, so there was some chatter about tickling his balls and then he fell asleep!! Haha! Glad to have been of service to help someone else sleep even if I can’t….

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So this morning I woke up feeling a bit odd. I was wearing a very nice nighty that I’d put on after my shower, which I took after I got in from the infamous run that I’m not sure I should ever tell anyone about.. hmm.. it could be like a secret run where the fact that Louie kissed me and I froze up need never be explained to anyone.. ever. I wondered if I could resist the urge to blab straightaway to Mr E…..

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