So, I was chatting with Mr E about Louie and he said that Louie would turn up at my house as soon as he gets back from Spain. I made some off the cuff comment about how if he did it was cool, because I’ll just have sex with him and then kick him out afterwards. Mr E asked if I would be able to do that. I told him that I wouldn’t do it, but that I must admit that I find myself wanting to have sex again, but not actually take the route of feelings and relationships…..

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So today is Wednesday and what a mad few days I have had. The weekend provided alot of twists and turns, including having a mental argument with Mr Ex. Why he’s been spending so much time here, I don’t know but getting under my feet and under my skin is what he’s doing and I’ve just about had enough of it. I sense trouble in paradise with he and Amy, and I don’t give a shit. I’ve moved on from wishing he would see me in that way again. Pfffft. I’m movin’ on up… and he’s movin’ on out. Oh yeh!!

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So yesterday was a busy (not) day. Yet again, my children were not here. As it is the summer holidays all the extended family seem to be fighting over who gets to take them here and there on what day! Well, yesterday – Mr Ex took the day off work and took them somewhere for a day of fun with Mr Ex’s parents…

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Today was a weird day again. I spent time chatting with Mr E as is usual. Did you guys know that I do actually talk to other people? On messenger I speak to other people. Mr E is never the only person I am chatting with, and yet I have noticed that I never find reason to write about Kel, or Kathy, Jon or Mike, FlyBoy or Gemini. Strange. Maybe because conversations with them are usually made up of talking purely about them, and their lives aren’t the most interesting. Apart from FlyBoy, who sat and had a drink with Lewis Hamilton the other week in the VIP lounge at the airport…

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Well OK, not so much madness, but still. Today is actually, comparitively tame. I awoke this morning at my Mum’s house. Still seething just slightly from a mini row with Mr Ex last night. We have this awkward dynamic where he spends as much time at my parents’ house as I do, and to be honest, that does make me feel slightly uncomfortable sometimes. Anyways it was a mini row, I walked off and told him he was a tosspot and that he knew where I’d be when he felt the need to apologise.

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Went for a gorgeous breakfast this morning. Yum yum yum indeed. After breakfast I decided to head to my parents house to join Mr Ex and my children. Tomorrow is Mr Ex’s birthday. My friend drove me there. She drives nice and fast and we got there in good time, but stopped a few times along the way. She told me that she can’t “see” me without Mr Ex - that she can’t picture me without him. I told her that it feels weird but that I’m getting used to it and so will she. She mumbled, well I suppose so or something like that. I wondered why I seem to spend so much time reassuring everyone else that the world won’t stop turning because Minnie and Mr Ex are together no longer…..

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So Keeley was here at about 6.45 on the bus. She gave me a big tin of chocolates and a congratulations card. Our other two friends were here by about 7 or just after, and again gave me a load of chocolate as a congratulations present. We all decided to walk into the village which is all of two minutes on foot and have a few at the local pub. Sounded like a fab idea…. (more…)

So today is Friday, which means that tomorrow is Saturday. That means that there is a chance that as of tomorrow, Mr E will be an attached man, which means that today is the last day of Mr E and I in this crazy “relationship” that we have. I know there’s a (slim) chance that it won’t happen, but I have very reluctantly decided in my own mind that after today, Mr E and are to become just friends…..

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So I met up with Gemini today, and the terms of my juvenile bet with Mr E meant that I owed him one picture and he owed me three. I kept to the terms of the agreement by sending him my picture of me in the PVC, but he said he would have to owe me the other pictures and pay up this evening. Fair enough….

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So I am of the opinion that Wednesdays are pretty crazy days, and today? No exception…..

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