So today is Wednesday and what a mad few days I have had. The weekend provided alot of twists and turns, including having a mental argument with Mr Ex. Why he’s been spending so much time here, I don’t know but getting under my feet and under my skin is what he’s doing and I’ve just about had enough of it. I sense trouble in paradise with he and Amy, and I don’t give a shit. I’ve moved on from wishing he would see me in that way again. Pfffft. I’m movin’ on up… and he’s movin’ on out. Oh yeh!!

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So yesterday was a busy (not) day. Yet again, my children were not here. As it is the summer holidays all the extended family seem to be fighting over who gets to take them here and there on what day! Well, yesterday – Mr Ex took the day off work and took them somewhere for a day of fun with Mr Ex’s parents…

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Today was a weird day again. I spent time chatting with Mr E as is usual. Did you guys know that I do actually talk to other people? On messenger I speak to other people. Mr E is never the only person I am chatting with, and yet I have noticed that I never find reason to write about Kel, or Kathy, Jon or Mike, FlyBoy or Gemini. Strange. Maybe because conversations with them are usually made up of talking purely about them, and their lives aren’t the most interesting. Apart from FlyBoy, who sat and had a drink with Lewis Hamilton the other week in the VIP lounge at the airport…

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Well OK, not so much madness, but still. Today is actually, comparitively tame. I awoke this morning at my Mum’s house. Still seething just slightly from a mini row with Mr Ex last night. We have this awkward dynamic where he spends as much time at my parents’ house as I do, and to be honest, that does make me feel slightly uncomfortable sometimes. Anyways it was a mini row, I walked off and told him he was a tosspot and that he knew where I’d be when he felt the need to apologise.

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Went for a gorgeous breakfast this morning. Yum yum yum indeed. After breakfast I decided to head to my parents house to join Mr Ex and my children. Tomorrow is Mr Ex’s birthday. My friend drove me there. She drives nice and fast and we got there in good time, but stopped a few times along the way. She told me that she can’t “see” me without Mr Ex - that she can’t picture me without him. I told her that it feels weird but that I’m getting used to it and so will she. She mumbled, well I suppose so or something like that. I wondered why I seem to spend so much time reassuring everyone else that the world won’t stop turning because Minnie and Mr Ex are together no longer…..

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Well I couldn’t sleep on Monday night.. just too hard. For some reason Mr E was texting well into the night, I’d sent him a picture and he hadn’t replied until gone 2am, so there was some chatter about tickling his balls and then he fell asleep!! Haha! Glad to have been of service to help someone else sleep even if I can’t….

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I decided not to confront Mr Ex about his extra marital affair. I decided it was none of my business anymore and who cares if he cheated or not, and besides – do I really want to hear him say it? I don’t think so….

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Well, last night’s phone call with my friend was very enlightening indeed. As it turns out she asked Amy at  quiet moment how long her and Mr Ex had been seeing each other. Now I was told the same thing I told you – I copied the text word for word that said it had been going on for a few weeks….

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So today was a very strange day. As the children have been staying with their Grandparents all week, I decided that today I felt like going shopping and spoiling myself somewhat. So I did. I bought alot of new stuff for running. A new cute little pink backpack/rucksack for running, some new Nike+ trainers for my Nike+iPod kit, some new running tops, a new water bottle. I also bought girly things such as trousers, undies and shoes…..

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At about 5pm, I started getting ready for my driving lesson at 6pm. At 5.30, Mr Ex called and asked me if I would consider meeting his new girlfriend. He gave me a variety of reasons. So I could see what she was like well before she meets the children, so she could see that we are in fact split etc etc. I told him to start with that I didn’t know if I could or should and he got a bit funny with me. I felt guilty so told him I’d consider it.

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