So yesterday was a fab day. I awoke home alone again, as Mr Ex and the children are still away. I got up, went for a run, came in showered and preened myself a little bit, did some cleaning in the house and then got ready to go to the gym. It was a sunny day yesterday, so I wore my running skirt rather than my trousers. I made sure I looked effortlessly beautiful as is always the look I am aiming for, grabbed my bag and headed out….

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OK, so still recovering from the Louie revelations last night. I am trying to convince myself that I am not NOT starting to like him. And, even if I am, I won’t let it carry on. Did you know one of my bad habits? I run away from complex situations. Must be the runner in me. Louie is amazing, and gorgeous and everything else, and in himself there are far more pros than cons, but he comes into my life at a shocking time…..

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So I am of the opinion that Wednesdays are pretty crazy days, and today? No exception…..

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So last night after I said goodnight to Mr E, I was texting Louie a bit, and then I went for a run at like easily gone 2am. As I was running, I saw a guy running towards me, and I looked down, not wanting to slow down or acknowledge him in case he was some dangerous nutter, I mean who runs at 2am?!….

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So today was a very strange day. As the children have been staying with their Grandparents all week, I decided that today I felt like going shopping and spoiling myself somewhat. So I did. I bought alot of new stuff for running. A new cute little pink backpack/rucksack for running, some new Nike+ trainers for my Nike+iPod kit, some new running tops, a new water bottle. I also bought girly things such as trousers, undies and shoes…..

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At about 5pm, I started getting ready for my driving lesson at 6pm. At 5.30, Mr Ex called and asked me if I would consider meeting his new girlfriend. He gave me a variety of reasons. So I could see what she was like well before she meets the children, so she could see that we are in fact split etc etc. I told him to start with that I didn’t know if I could or should and he got a bit funny with me. I felt guilty so told him I’d consider it.

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So, I finished up my business in the city which went very well, thankyou for asking. As I was waiting for the train, I had a phone call from my Mum – in tears about something that happened over the weekend with Boo and SB. Apparently SB was nasty to Mum and Boo didn’t do anything about it. As I tried to placate her I got the feeling that she must have had a bad day to still be upset over it when it happened on Saturday. Mum had to go because someone was on the other phone, and straightaway, Boo called me. It became clear that each knew the other had been talking to me, and wanted to get their side of the story in first.

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So I got out of my bed right after I left my computer at 11.30 this morning. I know, how lazy am I?! I washed, then straightened my hair and proceeded to get dressed in my gym clothes. As my shoulder no longer felt like it was going to break off, I tried on my new undies from yesterday. They’re very pretty. I took a quick picture. As I heard the click on my camera, I thought for a second of Mr E and decided to send him a quick message to say good afternoon and tell him how it went with Louie last night.

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Well, after Mr Ex and the children left, I settled on the sofa for a little bit and watched some TV in the peace and quiet that I am not accustomed to. I went and got changed as I had well, I guess you would call it a date. I was supposed to go and watch Mamma Mia with Louie, but since my shoulder felt like it was on fire all day, I got in touch with him and told him I wasn’t making excuses but didn’t fancy watching a film…

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Woke this morning still in pain, slept OK, apart from when I rolled over in bed and put pressure on my left side. Mr Ex brought me my post and funnily said I should feel lucky that it’s my left side and that I’m right handed. I hadn’t thought of it like that and smiled wryly. I asked him if he wanted me to demonstrate by breaking his left hand? He responded in the negative, stating that he already knows what it is like to lose the relative use of one hand for a while. He reminded me that when he broke his hand it was his right hand and more of a loss to him than my mere left shoulder is to me. The cheek!!….

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